Getting nervous

I am not going to lie-I'm getting nervous about Tuesday.  I had a very long and involved dream last night about trying to prepare for a hurricane and not being able to find a safe place to shelter.  I spent all day getting things done that I may not feel up to doing later this week.  I sadly had to tell my gyms that I wouldn't be coming back to Zumba any time soon.   Brownsburg Fitness is going to continue to allow me access to the gym during my recovery, and I am so thankful for that.  I also put together all of my refunds for my Zumba students that bought punch cards before I found out about my breast cancer.  That was tough.  I hate letting people down.  I know none of this is my fault, but I pride myself on being reliable so that part of this experience is very hard for me.  I just hope that with being healthy and young my chemo will go as well as my surgeries went!